That is exactly what I am wrestling with. It’s probably going to take a small act of God or a rich uncles passing to justify it but the pit in my stomach says I’ll regret not trying! I am reading a lot of positive things however about airlines increasing wages for prospect pilots. Even if it’s 3/4 of what I make now, I can make up the other half by doing side jobs in the automotive world or running Uber at 3 am lol! Most of my income goes to schooling for my children as I want them to never make the mistake I did by taking the easy way out by believing you’ll always be able to do a physical job till 65! I’ve told them both however to be exactly what they want to be. I had decided I was going to be a pilot by age 10 but I let the opportunity slip away. It’s kind of like the guy who never finished college but gets his degree at age 60 to justify they accomplished what they had set out to do in life. Sorry I’m rambling, I’ll stop now! Keep the positive waves coming guys. I really appreciate the honesty and support from all!!